Uphill

There’s something about going deep into nature that reminds me – I can let go. I don’t have to hold on so tightly to all the things I want. I don’t have to know. This journey is slow I zigzag across the river, falling deeper into nature, not seeing a soul The desolate wilderness makes … Continue reading Uphill

Pussy Control

Control the women, they’re too emotionalTo make decisions for themselvesYou want to think for us all? It’s okay, we can playYour brain is betterYou can do experiments on meDon’t value my bodyYou look at it scientificallyTrying to prevent meFrom procreatingConstantly debatingMy rightsWhat I should decideIt’s my choice though I don’t want your fake hormonesThey change … Continue reading Pussy Control

Past

I imagine the livesOf those who have pastI walk amongst what is left behindSpirituality and brutality existSide by side Self preservationIs in our natureWe have evolved so muchAnd shy away from warYet we have the same primal instinctsAs those who came before We need to conquer, explore, and claimMake love, reproduceAnd create Gods to explainAll … Continue reading Past

Mexico City

Mexico City sprawlsRises upThe city stretches out it’s busy armsBetween the mountainsA bustling valleyPurple flowers bloomUneven sidewalks greet meClosed basketsStreet marketsAsk you to look inside The entire city sinksLeansMexico CityA city of dreamsFlowers and treesTortillas and towersPollution permeatesFragrant gas, food, flowers Aren’t we all leaning slightlyYou might not notice at firstThe flaws peek through the … Continue reading Mexico City

Only Get a PhD…

Only get a PhDIf you want criticism endlesslyPointless feedbackWarped realityA mountain of opinionsAn ego factory There’s only so much feedbackI can takeBefore I stop caringMy passions crackMy motivation breaks It’s just that you don’t realizeHow silly it all isUntil your halfway throughAt that point you convince yourselfIt’s worth itWhat else will I do? I’ve already … Continue reading Only Get a PhD…

Holes

I am full of holesA human sieveEmotions pour through meBut they don’t stayI am puttyI allow people to playMold my identitySometimes irresponsibly There are holes in my soulMy experiences are vagueI can’t make sense ofAny feeling, any dayNothing sticksEverything flows through meWhile time passes away My mind is full of holesThings that happened long agoMorpthed … Continue reading Holes

Deserving

Deserve is a strange wordWe need a reward for just beingAll of our desires must be heardBy the UniverseWhich should cater to our needsOur purpose and meaning But who gets what they wantWho is deservingAnd who gets punishmentDoes anyone deserve to be the bruntOf the worlds cruelty?The harsh divide between you and me? Does everyone … Continue reading Deserving

The Truth

What is the truth?A perceptionA feelingA created realityThe space that existsBetween you and meYou say I’m toxicI think I’m healthyWhich one of us can’t see? Is truth what existsWhen there is silenceWhen the mind is quietIf the mind is ever quietHow can we find it Our truths are not the sameOne persons truthIs anothers painIs … Continue reading The Truth

Lines

I stare at myself in the mirrorExpression linesCreasesCrinklesA story etched into my foreheadWhen did I get wrinkles? I want them to leaveExit immediatelyI rub creams, oils, masksApply sunscreen desperatelyI wonder if you see what I seeInstead of looking into my eyesYou are looking at my linesFolds that tell you I’m getting old Markers of my … Continue reading Lines

Snow

I walk at nightWith no place to goIlluminated by the iridescent lightThe soft snow falling around meI’m aloneThe streets are emptyThe sky reflects off the dull whiteGlowing brightlyA hazy melancholy I bundle up tightlyCan’t feel my toesBut I want to walkI wore all my clothesPreparedTo get lostTo be in the snow Soft flakes kiss my … Continue reading Snow